ALONE

I was alone

And never hoped arrival of some one

Nor prayed to god

To assign somebody

Was not sad, smile was also not bad

Not any expectation I had

It was you who came without knock

Like a cruel joke

You shared

I dared

Few details

That I was drawn

You lighted my two days

As Grammy phase

Next day

I was waiting for the same

And till next sun

There was no trace

I became pale

Waited for days, months

Still waiting

Up to what time

Hearts is unaware

About the game held unfair

Don’t come

Don’t even think of me

But please do a favor

Make my heart unable

To want you

To love you

To dream you

To pamper you

To let you go in my veins

To let me flow in my blood

Please do last thing

So I could rest in peace

After paying an undue fees

Your Entry

You have entered into my world suddenly

Without making any entry

In the visitor register

I didn't mind

Nor noticed you with great thought momentary

How to describe you

I don’t know

What will be my flow?

I don’t know

What to say what to share

What to hide

No show

But brought glow

To my face

Gave an anxiety

To think of you

Every single moment

With smiles few

I fear very much dear

But happy too

As got something to live

Something to write

With lovely fights

Questions

The deepness of my eyes

Is not any ocean

Nor a castle made of

Heart pieces

With the roof of

Waving thoughts

It does not have boundaries of kohl

Neither has sharp naughtiness

Even then it sees listens and feels

Watch the doors of human souls

Finding in human veins

May get the answers

Of anxieties

Queries

Question marks

Which are blinking?

Since centuries

Please answer me back

Why can not have a friend who can be called friend

Can not have love that can be called love

Can not claim a relation that can be called relation

Can not have a rank that can be called rank

Can have a life that can be called life

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*you*

You are there I know

I can smell your adore

You are around me

Walking, jumping

Pinching

Opening, closing your eye shells

Some time entering into my watching wells             

Taunt me, scroll me forcibly

Into your arms

Pull my hairs

Cunning smiles heal me

Lips peel me

Who feel bad?

My veins are glad

They dance and sing

Roam

Make castles

Water draws foams

Thoughts swings

The earth come under my steps

 Kiss

And

Bliss

I want them water my life, soul

And my world whole

Like effort pour

As a mind sure

*ME*

Fifth January

The day

I was born on this luminous earth

With great worth

People grow up

But I am still a new                                                          

As I knew very few

Unaware of even mind’s blow

Don’t even mean word’s flow

Sky is too high

Beyond of my eye

I still turn lips

On every comment                                               

Just watch the crowd

With proud

Being one of them

I am said

As I am bad

Can not stand before them

As a competitor

I don’t know playing games

My silly acts get frames

But I can’t spread pains

Fail to get gains

Very happy I am

Being fail

Being foolish

Being emotional, impractical,imbalance

*Forgive*

You came

You sat                                                                

I talked

You came close

My pour soul welcomed you

Praised you, filled you with confidence

And derived a human being

Decorated you, loved you

Stood by you on each stoppage

Inspired you, acquired you

Hold you, folded you

Warmed you with my breathes

You uttered, I did

You ditched, I survived

You crushed, I smiled

Dear now it was my end

Forgive me

And I may forgive you.........................................................

*Edit*

                                                                

That was a moment

A single moment

I spent with myself

Thinking, analyzing

Editing accounts

Of exchanges with the world

Calculating profits and counting loses

Up to twenty one it was all fine

Earth and sky was mine

With planet nine

It was last entry

That changed whole

All profits fall

To lose you was losing everything

Everything including breathe

I am left with grief

*Rabbit*

                                   

Roaming on roads is my habit

As a white rabit

With soft white hair

Looking for cozy nooks

To escape  from rays of sun

Who ask questions?

I want to answer but scared

Answers will raise more questions

And no body will stand for me

I am not that courageous

I can curse and abuse

But not allowed to decide

Let me gather the courage

To save my spirit from sharp winds

And to stand  against all the injustice

Happening to me since centuries

*Resolution*

The first day of year

Full of questions

What will happen?

How will happen

Who will do?

How this question related to me

Only God knew

Each one is looking for the resolutions

What should I threw

What will be the new?

Dreams, wishes

Rowing in heart

Ready to commit faults

Mischievous eyes blinking

What should I keep dew

I am not in hurry

To pledge bundle of heavy words

And blow my mouth free

Navee just want to sit on knees

To thank divinity

For showering drops of mercies